목요일, 1월 13, 2005
School starts again..
A whole new term
again. Note that i placed the emphasis on the word
again. But i do kinda envy the kind of university life that the people in the show 'Hearts of fencing' have. Really, they make it seem so nice n fun..especially when u r involved in something that is like exclusively available to only u n a few of ur good frens. A few gals, and a few guys..just to make up a clique that is really yours. One that u feel really comfortable in..and every day u look forward to seeing in school. Hmm but i guess it wun happen to me..well only in sec school did i have a group of frens large enuf to be labelled as a 'clique'. As for JC although i only had 2 other frens that i really stick to, they were really close n we did have a really nice time..Now everybdy seems to be pretty detached n isolated from everybdy else..is that how frenships go? Or issit fault on my part that i failed to grasp them as tightly as i should have. Perhaps i could have been a better fren. Then probably more people will be willing to be my frens in school. But somehow, i still believe that some frens, they will always be there. No matter how long you have not seen them, the same chemistry still exists when u do finally meet up with them. And im glad i do have a few frens that belong to this category. Maybe they are the ones that i will grow up with and still remain frens forever, rather than just mere acquaintances.
Or perhaps i should just be more sociable. Hmm.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:07 AM